day of birth.

this really is the start of something new. new house. new friends. new job. new student. new passion(s). new LIFE. goodness. god is blowing my mind. when he told me to start over... he didn't let me do it on my own, because i couldn't. he's made a way for me. granted, my past is a difficult one to look back on - it's placed me right into the hands of god. i could never be more thankful than i am today. today was a beautiful day. and tomorrow will be beautiful, as well. in life, this journey, our story... we keep walking... there never is a chance for us to sit and be stagnant when we are letting god lead us. and he is leading me. it is into a world i am unfamiliar with, but that's what i've asked for. the unfamiliar. somethings i know... my gifts, my friends, the people around me that truly care. they are the biggest blessings in my life. but they come and go. so goes life. they come and go. i come and go. because that's what we are. that's who we are. we grow, we move on, we taste, we see, we hurt, we cry, we walk. we walk. sometimes... we even run. but right now, if i am running anywhere... it is into the arms of the lord. so, for my birthday this year - i want you, god. you. only you. everything else in my life is rubbish compared to how much i want you. give me you, jesus.