everyone is fooled.

i am ruined too.
ruined.
escape the burden.
scattered lights.
boxes and boxes
...and boxes.
speechless.
full of air.
thinking.
when nothing comes.
longing.
appreciate.
too rich.
not poor enough.
but poor.
i want it down.
take it all.
happy?
concerned.
longing.
everyone is fooled.
don't drink the water.
my words will never startle.
only joking.
when it all stays in.
i'm always choking.
bare-boned fingertips.
shoving them back in.
taste the taste of bitter sin.
everyone is fooled.