3.11.2009

the battle rages on.

i don't really know what to write. this week has been so hard. i just keep wondering when this battle will stop raging. things i thought i let go, i didn't. things i thought i knew, i didn't. and my heart is broken and heavy and full of pain. the heaviness of this is more than i've felt in a long time. although it's still familiar. it still has the comfortable sting that i know so well. but i'm choosing to walk forward, not backward. even if i'm learning that everything i thought i had given up i actually am still holding onto... tightly.

4 comments:

April said...

I believe that the Lord is who He says He is, and that He will lead you through this. I am proud of you. And I believe in you.

Lisa said...

i miss you a lot. and i like your new top design. ellay, you can do anything. don't let your heavy heart sway you.

Anonymous said...

Hold fast. You will find a way. You always find a way. :]

Anonymous said...

are your feet IN those sneakers?