dunfermline. edinburgh.

we just got off of our train from dunfermline to edinburgh... scotland. it's interesting here. (sorry, bec.) i like it, but i don't think i could ever live here. maybe if it was in the city - like edinburgh - but not anywhere like dunfermline. i don't know. maybe i just haven't seen enough. anyway, everything feels sort of unreal. yesterday was a really hard day. really, really hard. started thinking about home a lot, got some news i'm not too happy about, felt really uncomfortable most of the day, got sick...

so, today is a new day. sort of. it's 6:37 at home and it's 5 hours after that here... whatever that is. i'm not changing my watch to the time here. makes me too sad. anyway, we're going to the edinburgh castle today - at the end of the royal mile? i don't know. and we might go to the grassmarket. once we're done here, we're taking another train into york. we'll try to find a hostel there that's open... and if we don't, then i guess we'll get back on a train to somewhere else. we were going to go to keswick, but we decided to travel down the other side of england.

well, i miss everyone more than i actually thought i would. this is hard. circumstances make it harder. i've never been so ready to settle down before. i need to get to derby before i go absolutely insane.

pray for:
-rest/jet lag
-taking my thoughts captive
-that i don't get lost on this train system or end up somewhere i'm not supposed to be

i love you all. so much.