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what is the father's heart for people in their condition? lord, what's your heart for me right now in my condition? in my broken and messy condition? what will my attitude be as i go? as i leave? and as i possibly don't look back. what is my attitude now? my attitude is... exhaustion. and quietness. and emotionally drained. and shattered. and scared. nervous. insecure. SCARED. INSECURE.
i feel like i'm walking without you. i keep checking to see if you're still there, holding my hand, but my hands are failing me. i'm slipping away. i'm falling and it feels like you can't catch me.
my worth is in you, lord.
my love is in you.
my heart is in you.
my hope is in you.
my trust.
my pain.
my insecurity.
my whole life is in you.
he grazes among the lilies. until the day breathes.
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